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[Wednesday April 16th, 2008 7:28am] stress journal day 2: Doctor's appointments. Feeling like I don't have enough time to sleep. Conference Finals..next week. beep beep

[Monday April 14th, 2008 6:24pm] so today was better. i decided that i will stop making an effort when it comes to others. if they need something from me..then they can come to me. i no longer care..i feel like no matter how hard i try to help someone out, i just get snubbed. stress journal entry 1: Confucianism...i just don't really understand it. Boyfriend..or lack thereof for the last week and a half. Roommate..enough said Back Pain..my back has been hurting a lot lately and causing me stresss Thats all for today beep beep

[Sunday April 13th, 2008 7:43pm] i officially have no friends. everyone who i thought i knew has completely ditched me. of course they will expect me to be there for them when they really need me, but until then...who cares? i'm sick of being the dependable friend, who will always be there for you. it makes me so angry. what do i have to do in order for someone to be there for me? screw you! good luck finding someone who will be there for you and understand your situation. fuck youuu beep beep

[Thursday January 4th, 2007 4:38pm] whats livejournal? interesting..i still have this thing beep beep

[Monday June 12th, 2006 7:25pm] swooop two tests left...then the move back home...then partyyyy beep beep

[Monday June 5th, 2006 12:39pm] last week of school, i dont even want to go. i have to start studying, fuuuuck beep beep

[Thursday June 1st, 2006 8:20pm] pictures beep beep

[Thursday June 1st, 2006 8:16pm] well, its been a long time. i feel like a completely different person. my first year of college is coming to an end. it was an adventure. i met a lot of new people, i fell in love...i worked my ass off. im moving back home for two and a half months. hopefully i will see all of my wonderful friends. all of this only to start over again next year. beep beep

[Saturday December 24th, 2005 10:21am] being home is the same. and i miss it, but i guess it was time to grow up & move on beep beep

[Monday December 12th, 2005 5:19pm] so basically. i am deathly ill and i have finals this week. sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet beep beep

[Thursday November 24th, 2005 1:04pm] I am thankful for my family & freinds I am thankful to have people who care about me and I thankful for youuu beep beep

[Tuesday November 15th, 2005 3:08pm] so basically my life has changed for the better beep beep

[Monday October 31st, 2005 12:31pm] can i say something? im lonely. i mean, i love all my friends they are amazing, but they arent here. i think that i need something. but i have no idea what that is. last night i built a fort with steven and jen. we watched movies and went to a haunted house. i was really scared. we just sat and talked til 4am. i loved it i would rather sit and talk to you but you're not here. beep beep

[Thursday October 27th, 2005 9:23am] ilu thanks to everyone who called and made my dayy i love youu all beep beep

[Tuesday October 25th, 2005 9:28pm] tomorrows my birthday. i feel dumb, its not even a big deal.. to anyone beep beep

[Saturday October 15th, 2005 7:52pm] i wish i looked different. beep beep

[Wednesday October 12th, 2005 6:35pm] beep beep

[Saturday October 8th, 2005 4:29pm] im not really sure if this is even healthy. im always confused and i just want to be with you. i sacrificied so much for this. why cant you just make it clear what you want? im not eating anymore. im never hungry. i have lost five pounds. i dont know what is wrong with me. im not happy no matter what i try. God help me. i need to find myself in all of this. i havent been alone in a long time and that scares the shiit out of me. i know that in order to have anything i need to establish myself and my beliefs. i no longer want to be dependent on others. whatever happens i will always love you dont forget that beep beep

[Saturday October 1st, 2005 6:44pm] my first weekend and almost everyone went home. mat came to visit, but now that he is gone the lonliness sets in. i miss my car. at least i have plans for tonight. i guess its not too bad i do have some friends. beep beep

[Wednesday September 21st, 2005 11:08am] saturday is move in day. im so excited. we have already had two trips for golf. oregon and arizona. im tired. so all my friends are having a lot of fun in college. im the last one. we will see. love you all beep beep

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